Thursday, November 27, 2014

Get Twisted To Untangle

I have to confess. I dislike twisting postures. I avoid them like a plague in my personal practice (except for the supine twists at the very end, right before Savasana). When attending classes, trainings or workshops, I cringe every time we are asked to twist, and I break out in cold sweat when the twist involves a bind! I go mental, and my Ujjayi breathing sounds like a dragon about to go into labour, as I corkscrew my spine and contort my short arms into something that remotely resembles a version of the graceful demo by the teacher in the front of the room.


This twist, I can marinade in. Gimme gimme gimme!
So, imagine my horror when a dear friend and mentor, invited me to co-host a 15-Day Instagram Challenge involving twists. 15 Days of twists?? Easy for you, if you have long, rubbery limbs and liquified butter as joints! 

As I sat down to write down my contribution to the Challenge, I pondered on why I loathe twists. You often hear the saying, "the poses that you dislike, are the ones you need the most in your practice". Sure, we have heard the whole nine yards on how twisting asanas can benefit you physically and mentally. They keep the spine healthy, relieves spinal decompression (especially in the lumbar), detoxes your gut, lubricates your joints, tones the abdominal muscles, trims the waist, aids in digestion, and energizes the mind. And yet, all of this does not seem enough to motivate me to include twists diligently in my daily asana practice (not even "trims the waist"!).
Parivrtta Trikonasana (Revolved Triangle Pose) had me fumbling
and wobbling all over the mat during my early Ashtanga days.
Perhaps it was a sign from the Universe to approach twists from a different angle, and look at the subtler silver lining, rather than the obvious positives highlighted in every yoga magazine that's been published.

As I dived into my practice and posted twists after twists on Instagram, I started to identify with my aversion to twists. I discovered little physical imbalances and limitations in range of motion, that would so often be labeled by many as "the weaker side", and it dawned on me, that the poses I shunned were actually compounded by feelings of inadequacy and the need to avoid unpleasantness.
Baddha Parivrtta Parsvakonasana
Far from being 'perfect' with the back heel up, but
my practice is mine and mine alone to feel
alive, free and loved.
With just a few more days to the end of the Challenge, I pretzel myself into Baddha Parivrtta Parsvakonasana (Bound Side Angle Pose), with new insight into this purification process. As I surrender into the bind, I find internal expansiveness, setting myself free from the self-imposed obsession on how I should look in the pose. "There is no such thing as the perfect pose. It's all about the practice", I often say to my students. Time to walk the talk, sister!

Like a jar of pasta sauce, you'll need a good twist to get to the yummy stuff. Don't let something you dislike tie you up in knots. It may take a while to finally see the light, but hey, that's why the journey of yoga in itself is far more important than the final destination.

Namaste.